Category: July 1874

R. works; in the afternoon, to please the children, a drive to the Fantaisie. In the evening continued Pericles. I very tired.

Departure of Richter, the. children in mourning rags, tears and wailing, Rus as the funeral horse! — Recently Herr Hill, who lived for a long time in Frankfurt, told us about Schopenhauer— how every day in the Englischer Hof he would put a gold coin on the table in front…

While I was attending to various things outside, R. had to deal with some domestic difficulties, and that brings us after lunch to talk about all sorts of things concerning the world and the artist, his absent-mindedness with regard to the realities of life. In this connection he tells me…

The whole day and evening devoted to Herr Hill; R. reminds me that I had remarked, after the first few bars he sang in Schwerin, “This is the most remarkable of them all.” An unusually powerful personality with great fire—-in short, all the qualities which R. needs. — He complained…

Paid some (card) calls. Strange mood in spite of all my activity—it finds, expression in my taking up my old favorite Eugenie de Guerin again. One could scarcely imagine a calling as different from mine as hers, and yet no one lies as close to my heart as this Breton…

Worked with Lusch, R. on his score, is pleased with the salon, unfortunately not an unalloyed pleasure, since domestic difficulties are increasing.  In the evening Frau Grün again comes over from Coburg; she sings “Brünnhilde’s Awakening,” which causes a certain amount of embarrassment, since she cannot sing Brünnhilde.